I'm In Desperate Need Of Help!!!!!!!!!!?

You may just want to be family with several girls. Maybe its your instinct to choose friends. Nobody should be closer than your friends, because later you can grow to love them even more. If you want to find out if you like girls in a way to get confused with yourself, then test it. I have tried dating girls, but I never wanted to get that close to them. Girls were like my sisters, because they hardly wronged me and I have feelings of familiarity towards them. But with guys, its a different story. I find myself sexually attracted to them and they are more a mystery to me. I think you could just feel safewith girls just as I do, but physically intoxicated by guys. Keep it in mind, but don't trust my opinion. Only you can be the judge of yourself.